When Neurodivergent Activist-Misanthropes Hit A Wall And All They Have Is Pattern Recognition and Lived Experience In Their Material Reality

Unpopular opinion but an honest one. I'm getting close to done. Either do something or stop talking about it. Either the Dem and GOP voters are going to start a civil war or they're not. Either the rest of us are going to revolt or we're not. Either the world is going to hold the US and Israel accountable or they're not. Either the world is going to enter World War 3 or it's not. If people were going to organize with third parties or do community work, they would. If nations were against genocide and human suffering, they would've acted. If the world wanted to stop evil, they would've. I'll keep posting, I'll keep talking, but the majority of people don't actually care, and too many of those who do are wondering what's the point. And to top it off, like it or not, our material conditions have caused people to strongly dislike or even hate other humans strictly for existing. For many, it's not a class, left vs. right, religious, ethnic, sexuality, or gender thing. It's strictly an ethics, morals, and principled thing. It's purely psychological. One can argue that it's a material condition thing, but trust and respect among humanity has gotten so low that people don't want to work with each other or trust each other to do what must be done. Humanity either has dark triad personalities or has been conditioned by their community members and social media interaction to believe everyone has a dark triad personality or harmful mental condition. When people are that hostile towards one another, when the bread and circuses get removed, if they ever get removed, people are going to turn on each other and the masters are going to sit with their popcorn and watch. That's pattern recognition and analysis of this reality in 2026. Every day online it's the same thing: people failing to convince others to organize, people condemning the government and those they don't agree with politically. And offline, add people being vocally and physically disrespectful, hostile, ungrateful, abusive, and undesirable to associate with due to displays of character. You can tell people to have faith all you want, but we are what we tolerate, we are guilty by association, and some absorb the environment they're around. If they're around toxic and harmful individuals, they become toxic and harmful individuals, because that's how their cognitive processing functions. Boycotts and protests will stop the genocide, they will make companies listen and pay us better. We've heard that for what, three or four years? A decade if we count police violence. Nothing's stopped. At what point is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result insanity, or does everyone have identity-protective cognition disorder? Sorry if this offends anyone, but that's where my mind is at right now. I get opsec and persec. I get not acting before being ready, but I'm getting to the point where I don't see us ever being ready. Hell, supposed vanguard parties cannot even organize and structure themselves such that they have the workers as the fringe layer, the cadre as the middle layer, and the leadership as the core layer. They cannot even organize and find use for everyday workers. And then we have people saying forget your principles and values, align with those who wish to enslave, harm, or unalive you because they're workers. That it doesn't matter if there's irreconcilable goals over how a party or society should look, because we're all workers. Who cares if one group wants a centralized structure and the other group wants to abolish all centralized structures? Who cares if half want to abolish commodifying basic needs but the other half wants to keep them commodified but make them more accessible? Who cares if some want to keep the hierarchy system and just replace the elite while others want to abolish hierarchies? Who cares if some think we have a shared obligatory stewardship duty towards humanity and the planet, while others think nobody has any responsibility? Who cares if some seek our collective oneness and wish to abolish all divisions while others wish to keep our divisions and create more? We're all the same and deep down we all want the same thing. These differences are actually all the same ideology when we actually think about it and reflect on it, or so those pushing for a big tent would have us all believe. I concede we're all wage slaves, but the peasantry shouldn't exist and there's way more lumpenproletariat in society than honest and ethical workers want to admit. And for those who don't like that I brought psychology into my statement: radiation may be the cause of the cancer, which is the symptom of exposure, but once the cancer, the dark triad personalities, has been created, it becomes its own problem and doesn't disappear if the radiation is cleared. In fact, it may be spreadable to offspring, and as we all know, cancer isn't always curable. Neither are things associated with the human brain. Swear to fucking god. I need a break. I'm politically and morally burnt out. How many others have resigned to this outlook due to a real lived material experience of conditions? Stop avoiding the question,  I don’t care about your IPC disorder... You can double down on it all you want, it doesn't change experience or reality of material conditions, it just makes you no different mainstream establishment supporters. Red cult, blue cult, revolutionary cult, and resigned cult too. Our existence is nothing more than a zoo, of creatures filled with IPC, we're ants in a sphere terrarium trudging on.